SelamatHariRaya..

haha~today is Hari Raya..SO...let me try to use Bahasa Melayu to write this post..

masa terus berlalu..skjap je dh sampai 2010 Hari Raya laa..
tarikh hari ni 10hari bln9 tahun2010..hey..cantiknye tarikh ni~hihi..
kecuali hari raya..hari ni jga hari jadi tuan..
tdi vanessa ade call tuan dan wish dia..
happy la tuan...hehe..
tahun ni sgt special..dulu kan xbanyak kawan muslim..
masa hari raya pun xyeh send bnyak msg dan wish bgi kwn2..
sbb xde bnyak kwn muslim mahh..hihi..dulu sje knal munira...hehe..
tpi lpas blk dri Ns.. skrg dh xsme laa..mase raya dh ssampai..busy nye sya..tpi suke mcm ni..hihi
nak send msg bgi kwn..lgi kwn send msg ajak pgi umah dia... ...
i rase nak pgi..sbb xpnal pgi umah knw muslim mase raya..xtaw laa tu mcmn..
lagi x pnal dpt ang pau hijau...nak try kuih raya yg home make tu...hihihi..
tpi tahun ni x sempat la nak pgi..ade kja!!lgi kwn yg best ajak pgi umah tu pling dkat pnye pn kt taiping...lol~!!jauh nye!!!! mcmn nak pgi lehh...lgi xde transport pn!! isshhh~!kesian!!
xpe..vanessa dh promise next yr dh dpt lesen kereta..mane pn blh pgi laa~haha~lgi dh pgi kl..dpt freedom looo~

anway...nak ckp lgi skali..SELAMAT HARI RAYA kpd knw2 muslim ku..
dan nak ckap SELAMAT HARI JADI kpd Tuan...

friend...Enjoy ur HARI RAYA....!!

RECENTLY..

MY recently..everyday just was in this cycle...

"WHWBOHGS"..

Wake-up..
Home work..
Working..
Back home..
Online..
Home work..
GO supper..
SLEEP...

BORING!!!

LOL!! BUT...

♥ Recently i LOVE...♥

♥ Photograph..♥
♥ Funny chatting with friend..♥
♥Packer..♥
and The most important is...
♥ your SMILE..♥

*your SMILE give me the POWER...
you know?

MaybeIAmNotImportantToYou..

這一晚..明明眼睛..身體..一切一切都已明顯疲憊了..可是卻要在網上逞強..為什麽呢?

不知道..

*你也許累了..睡了吧..每天等待的東西今晚持終沒出現...明晚如何?

*今天我在網上無聊的逛了很久..發現大家都在開發著自己的人生旅途..雖然認識了新的一班好友但沒貪新忘舊..舊朋友的友情依舊..姐妹依舊..
要出國深造的..只要宣佈一下就會有一大班的朋友來關心,聚舊歡送..得空得空為對方寫下"我想你啊","幾時又回來飲茶啊"...自類的話題..見者心甜..
在本土的卻不停的上載與兄弟姐妹出去玩樂"吹水"的開心照片...
他們的18嵗生日..無論壽星在何方...有一大班無論是新朋友或舊的朋友為他們慶祝..送上很多的驚喜..禮物..蛋糕..有些甚至一個生日慶祝幾次..難忘..
有事求問..求幫忙的..只要post上幾句..就有一大堆的回應..

回頭看看自己..四方皆兄弟姐妹..朋友有很多阿..可是我怎麽都沒這些"甜頭","驚喜","感動"... ...
在想.要是拿一天..我要出國深造了..會有那麽多人來為我歡送嗎?..會有人在我桌面上寫下留念留言嗎?
要是我向來個朋友聚舊會會有人捧場嗎?會有人投入嗎?...
要是哪天我有急事需要朋友協助..會有那麽多的人來給我回應嗎?會有人樂意幫我解圍...?
我的生日..我一年一年在盼望著不同..
我的18嵗生日..難忘的18嵗生日..人家說"18嵗大個女囖"一切都會不同..果然不同..野蠻驚喜..但這一切卻是一班認識不到兩個月的朋友給我的....18嵗生日的我收到的那一份禮物也是那認識了不到兩個月的朋友給的...而且還別用心思..特地叫家人pos來給我..當時我心想"我認識久久了的朋友們忘了我嗎?"..還是... ...
要是我的18嵗生日不是在NS裏過..我的18嵗生日還會有難忘得回憶嗎?會有留下紀念品嗎?
還記得生日的前一晚接到姐妹準時來的生日祝賀..我哭了..因爲我知道至少有她們在關心記得我..

要是... ...

停下腳步看清..原來我友情這段路也很"爛" !!!

YES,I KNOW... ...

MAYBEIAMNOTIMPORTANTTOYOU.

ILIKEYOURSMILE

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile.

ILIKEYOURSMILE "FFILA"

保佑她..GodBlessHer..

今天燕儀囘了學校趟之後他打了電話給我..
從這通電話裏聼到了個坏消息.."我們疼愛的數學老師Pn.Ng Keat Cheng癌症病情惡化了..老師們說他很辛苦..剛才看見他就連走路都要人扶,她還問我"你最近怎樣啊?那個..那個什麽..sa..最近又怎樣了?"其實..他所講的那個什麽"sa"就是我...vanessa..
蓋下這通電話后心有種莫名的痠痛..他是個漂亮很愛美的老師..以前他還沒教我時我就開始留意她了 ..他還沒去第一次化療時他頭髮長長的,常常看見他的裝扮都不同..我喜歡看他穿娘惹裝的樣子..很漂亮..很有娘惹得風味..雖然之後他進來教我們時時帶著假髮,但他風采依舊,還是一樣的漂亮..他是在我中五時才轉教我們數學..雖然相處的時間短短的但她卻在我中學生涯裏流下很深印象的一位老師..想起以前他教書的樣子就會很好笑...無可否認他是個很可愛的老師..常常學生吵鬧不聼他教書他就會嘟起嘴說"你們這班鬼東西啊..到底要不要聼的啊?"其實..他一點都不兇..反而很可愛..而我和"阿查"常常就是不聼他教書的那個學生..每次上他的課她都會走來跟我們說"就快要考SPM啦~你們兩個乖乖聼書啦,不然等下怎樣考窩!!"..他知道我們兩個都對數學沒有興趣常常都根我們說"你們不喜歡這個不用緊,來來來我教你們容易拿分的..SPM時你們會做著幾題就可以及格的啦..其他的很難..不要理他.."還記得那次我們拿美術科的在敢著project他看見了我的作品..感覺上他很欣賞..還記得他吵我把那張"繪畫工具"給他帶囘傢給他孩子看的場景.很可愛..像個大小孩...還記得知從哪次每次數學題裏有畫view時他都會叫我出去幫她畵..還記得在教他畵view的那一課時,為了要讓我們更加明白她比手比腳指天指地的目的是要讓我們明白..我還記得他第一天進班教我們垃圾桶的那一顆...講到差點要把外面那個到垃圾桶也搬進課室來解釋..哈哈~還記得半年靠試時我們班像回到了小學..考試分數如得到比上一次多分的人有巧克力吃~!還記得那次我和阿查怎樣哄她給我們多一粒巧克力.. ..還記得那次半年假期后他給我們的新形象..他脫下了假髮..很酷!!這老師很愛美..還記得有一次他問我們班"怎樣?今天我孩子約我去載他放學然後跟他一起去吃東西呀..我穿這樣可以嗎?漂亮嗎?"哈哈... ...
他真的是個很可愛盡責的老師,這可不是我為了討好而亂説的..他的好同學能見證..
剛才聼道燕儀說他還問候我,沒想到他還記得我這坏蛋..那種莫名的痠痛真的很難形容..

老師..我相信上天時公平的..也相信它會保佑你的..你要加油哦~
我想再次看到你嘟嘴罵我們的樣子..

我祝福你.

RECENTLY..

最近都很少上網了..一方面是因爲開始工作了,另一方面是之前TM的問題害得我整整一個月都沒得用WiFi..
朋友,有想我嗎??嘻嘻..
都開始代替我媽工作了兩個星期..目前都還算能適應,應付的來..
只是有時會與上一些"小人"常常用一大堆的爛藉口來cut掉我產品的位置..沒有就安置他們在一些看到拿不到的位置..只會穿著生身光頸亮的在哪指指點點..沒有體諒過別人~~好買的產品有不多下訂單..但沒關係,我原諒你因爲我知道"豬"做事都是醬..而且還是只黑豬~!怪不得人人都稱你為"豬瘟"..
但幸好我旁邊也有不少的"貴人"..那些"小人"玩我不死!!哈哈哈..

娜~娜~娜~.. ...
新工作當然也認識了新朋友啦..他們也就是我的"貴人"哈哈~可教了我不少東西哦~

AMBIGA.

ALLEY CHUNG.
ELSIE.

另外..突然感到很遺憾的..發覺我好像與我的朋友們無論是學校的,佛家的還是NS的都少了聯絡..我們好像都開始陌生了..我不想這樣繼續下去..還能補救嗎...?我不要做個貪新忘舊的人!!

THISISAMEMORYOFYOUANDME.

Just now helped my mom save something into her new phone .. Unintentional click into you and me that file, which are all pictures of me and you, our memories .. while watching the photo,all about our memory came out on my brain, my heart suddenly felt a kind of sour..Ms.tear also suddenly come out..why i will be like that?!do you know you are the one give me a lot of the unforgettable memory and you are the only one in my boyfriend all my friends have ever seen..Although we just in love that a few months..sometime i really very miss you..but i cant do anything,because choose separate that people is me.. .. ..I know you because me have changed a lot,I know you because I lost many things,i know that i hurt you..

SORRY dear.